Am incercat cu neputinta sa adorm. Patul nu-mi mai pare primitor si cald. Ma uit la Mitzi cum se rasfata si troneaza in mijlocul patului meu, cu labele in sus, torcand zgomotos.
Am inchis si am deschis geamul de zece ori. E zgomot. E liniste. E zgomot. E prea liniste. Si nu-mi mai place sa ma aud gandind.
Prea multe tigari azi.
O sa-mi fie dor de locul de la geam. Am mai spus-o, stiu…
Ma simt ca o pisica fara stapan, pe care cineva o muta intr-un loc nou.
Un alt scenariu de zi cu zi. Peisajul se schimba, desi elementele sunt aceleasi..
Te uiti in oglina. Tii capul sus, caci asta esti. Privirea se intuneca. Caci asta esti…
Blandetea aia din privire apare rar. De ocazie, asa. Lasi pe fiecare sa vada in tine exact ce vrea. Nu-ti pasa. Confirmarile sunt efemere si overrated. Cei care conteaza n-au nevoie nici macar de o grimasa pe fata ta ca sa stie ceva. Nici de o alta privire. Nici de un alt zambet. Nici tu n-ai nevoie, for that matter.
Putine lucruri te mai misca. Prea rar te mai impresioneaza. Putine mai dor…
Cateva cicatrici doar. On the inside, so you can always remember…
Fighting is something they try to teach us every step of the way.
Fighting is something only the strong ones can do, no matter what.
God gives us only as much as we can carry.
The strong ones have harder moments, unlike the weak ones, only because they can make it.
Growing up doesn’t mean loosing something. It means keeping everything from the past, but gaining something new.
We are the legacy of our parents, and if we improve their gift, than all of our struggles are worthy.
We don’t fear people, situations or different times. We fear us. We have the power to decide our own road, our own faith, to improve the God given way.
And in order to be strong, be have to sometimes be weak. To sometimes fear. To sometimes run, in order to come back. In order to appreciate what we already have, the beautiful things.In order to make it right.
We are what we are.
The good, the bad, the brave, the coward, the beautiful, the ugly, the honest, the liar.
The unworthy, the righteous, the wise, the impulsive. Everything. Everything we do, everything we feel represents us.
Our inner demons can always be gone. Can always be forgotten. Can always be turned into angels.
Peste o ora va fi luni. O noua saptamana. Decizii mari de luat. Altele deja luate. Putina “curatenie” de toamna.
Happy mood though.
Mims feat. Ky-Mani Marley – One day
“After years of battle, after years of war
It’s still hard to see, what we’re fighting for
I can see your troubles, I can feel your pain
But from all this fighting, tell me where’s the change
There gon be love again
There gon be love again
There gon be love again
There gon be love again… One day
So…
One day, we will fly
Things and time will change… yah
Don’t cry, don’t cry… yahh
Rain down on me
Rain down on me
Rain down on me love
Rain down on me
Rain down on me
Rain down on me love… yah
When the rain stops pooring
And the wet rug is dry
All that’s left is struggle, is just you and I
So If you pray for me then I’ll pray for you
And we will come together, all it takes is two
There gon be love again
There gon be love again
There gon be love again
There gon be love again… One day
So…
One day, we will fly
Things and time will change… yah
Don’t cry, don’t cry… yahh
Rain down on me
Rain down on me
Rain down on me love
Rain down on me
Rain down on me
Rain down on me love… yah”
“Old Story Teller: And a Man sat alone, drenched deep in sadness. And all the animals drew near to him and said, We do not like to see you so sad. Ask us for whatever you wish and you shall have it. The Man said, I want to have good sight. The vulture replied, You shall have mine. The Man said, I want to be strong. The jaguar said, You shall be strong like me. Then the Man said, I long to know the secrets of the earth. The serpent replied, I will show them to you. And so it went with all the animals. And when the Man had all the gifts that they could give, he left. Then the owl said to the other animals, Now the Man knows much, he’ll be able to do many things. Suddenly I am afraid. The deer said, The Man has all that he needs. Now his sadness will stop. But the owl replied, No. I saw a hole in the Man, deep like a hunger he will never fill. It is what makes him sad and what makes him want. He will go on taking and taking, until one day the World will say, ‘I am no more and I have nothing left to give.”